Sometime we may think life is always the hard way but why don't we look on the other side and start think why is it hard ? Can we change it better? Or have we even try to accept the hardship and change? Woke up in the morning around 6 to be prepared for mine exam and texted a few peps but none of them receive it.... Reached school first time so early and went straight to class as test is starting soon and realise the astmosphere* is totally different from the rest of the lesson, finally felt really wanted to study but its already test period so kinda shagg abit but when the test paper arrived , after a period of time and finished the paper its seen quite okay for me and so on and so on and okay enough already school finish. Went for PM and so on and so on and ray receive a call shortly and realise man imma really suck at making a pep feel better/ or to said give an advice, felt man what good do i have in me, and gave up thinking maybe its just God will.. sigh...