Hey man , saw your post and knew that something you can't really control but you must really remmenber one thing, you got to face the reality in the end , i know i not a best person to comfort you that why i knew you could find the best talker around and i know you already know its who ... Really wannt change tat thinkin/heart of yours but maybe you and i belong to a totally different world , you and him maybe having the same personallity and that why its easier for you to chat with ba .. Anyway soo long dun think i could have the chance to chat with you already... Take care man.