Just woke up , did'nt really wannnt wake up but gotta face the reality in the end , went to bath and on the computer and play some music to keep myself "busy" listening to it instead of starting thinkin about all the FUCKIN negative things which i suppossed i can't get forget throughout my life... Untill now i really not sure of who am i , will someone tell me , why is the question i wanna ask everyone and everything , why i'm writing this post with tears in my eye , why i facing all this shit , why i'm not the person you hoping for , why i just make you happy , why i'm such a failure in everythings , why! why! why! .. That the feeling i been feeling recently , guess gotta take this feeling with me and carry on my lonely road..